Dreams fulfilled!
Alright, my bitch bought me a pair of low cut nike dunks yesterday.Help me fulfilled one of my dreams =) love her to bits, although she can be damn annoying at times. lolx .Well, most of the times.lolx.Yah, here's the shoes..
It's a Tiffany!! Lolx.
Yah, and her table is in a mess lah.What kind of girl is this?Thought girls should be tidy and neat?lolx.
Yap so never go school today.Got stupid food fair,waste time only.Slacking at home,working later then zouk. yeah!!
back to school
Ok, i'm back in school.Damn bored.Yen kiat is sleeping beside me now.Went eating Tapanyakki with him yesterday.More rice then dishes i must say.Thursday have AUTOCAD test.Good luck, to me.
Till then.
Life so far
So i'm finally back again.After so long,i finally have the time to blog again.Life so far has been the same.Yen kiat just found a job, his first job.Good luck to him.Never been to school for a while.New Year mood i guess.But can't blame me though, Once in a year event and i'm chinese.Hoping to get out of school all the same.The notion has not change.On my working life, bartending to me is motivation.Flair bartending makes it better.Never break any bottle this week.Improvement to me.
Drinking brings me away from reality. But does it last?
Running away has never been my style. But sometimes , it helps.
No, not a coward.Even heros have to right to bleed, it's not easy, to be me.
end of story?
Back again.Continue on my last story.So yah, my friend has reach a decision, or so is it , he broke up with his girlfriend.I was thinking , have he found someone better then his previous partner or he does not want to hurt his partner anymore?Or maybe his feelings had faded, though not completely.So i have my question now.Why must everything that has a beginning has an end?What makes forever?Or is there?*Pondering*
Wtf?
OK.Third letter today.Last time lioaz.then no more school.Why? Cause being kick out of school.Sad?No way.I'm happier this way.Don't have to force myself to study , go to school . Not that i hate studying.Just that I'm not happy in this course.No one will understand.My parents will blame me for not studying.But who cares? It's my life. They don't have to understand .Planning to go army then come out and take private if i am really kick out.I'm like going to school just to make my parents happy, not because I'm happy to.Why am i living my life for them?I really don't understand.I don't wish to make them disappointed again.I have make them unhappy countless times already.
Help?
Peeps oh peeps , I recently heard a story from my friend , well , not exactly a story. It's his life experience. My dear friend here has a partner in life and he loves her tons.They are working together.But somehow, my dumb friend started having a soft spot for one of his colleagues.And from what he told me, the colleague had a partner too.Talk about De
Ja vu . As time passes , he got confused.That's when he gave me a call.(For you peeps out there , you guys can also call me at a chargeable rate of $15 flat per minute.$20 flat for consultation.) Anyway , i don't have an answer for him.I guess he is just confused at this very moment.Very confused indeed.But anyway , I know he is able to handle it himself.
Back to my life.Well, work at St James is going on fine.Though i still never like the way they manage the place.But at least i have got a good friend working with me now.So life's much better.Started learning flair
bartending.Man, it's one tough nut to crack.Already broken two bottles , more to come. And the concoction list just keeps getting longer and longer.But , I'm game for it.However, I'm getting really tired of school.I hate the notion of waking up in the morning , and force myself to school.The teachers there are not helping much either.Forget about the school.It's rubbish.If i had a choice, i would choose never to step on this stupid planet , ever.But i learn something in my short span on earth.That is , if your not happy doing anything , just don't do it.Life's short.Who cares about what others say about your life?It's yours , not theirs.
That's it.I'm ending my speech here.Till then.
Life?
3 bottles of vodka + 3 bottles of liqour base mixer + food + 6 guys = dead drunk !
Problems
Yoh man! What's up baby! I'm now in school rotting away in front of the computer screen.No , nothing's being seen nor anyone knows where i had been.My absentism has made Yen Kiat face green.Now that's real mean.Inconsiderate it may seems, but my patient has been filled to the brim.Through no fault of Yen Kiat's own , but fault of some freaking phone.Out of batt and motionless..Drink, drink up Gerald . Alcohol has become my way of life. Escaping of reality in this line.In this wonderful word named " Life " , nothing will ever be fine. All we ever heard is lies , this i found , when i was nine.Everyone is in disguised.. when was truth divine?
