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Sunday, December 30, 2007 0 comments

HELLOS AGAIN ! ((:
sopsop is here !

tmr toot arse kor is comming back XD
that means sch is starting soon toos !
dammit ._.

ii gonna prepare for my N lv nxt yr le .
die le loh x.x
my sci get 42 this yr =x
LOL .

most of my subjects i hardly pass oso luhs .
mayb should find some fren to teach me :XX

when kor come back must ask him for presents ^^
if he nv give he bo xim :XX
99.99% he wont give .
LOL XDD

thats all for tdy (:

BYEBYE !!

P/S : HAPPY NEW YEAR :D



SOPSOP HERE (:
Friday, December 28, 2007 0 comments

hellos everyone !!
i'm sopsop yea (:

im here to help that toot arse kor to update XD
LOL .

sine he is at macau till 31 dec ii will be helping him to update (:
of cos ii dunno wad to update lahhs ._.
ROFL .

does anyone of u here maple ?
o.o
ii play maple (:
if uu play maple go see my blog :X
at XIIAORENx [ see from his links ! ]
just that my lap top crash ytd night -.-
grats me .
YAY ~~~
X_X

my mum is gonna kill me if she knows ii crashed teh lappiie .
LOL .

god blast me :X

okayyy ~~~
ii hope he buys me presents from macau :X
LOL .

later he find till gal der dowan come back .
hoho [x

he is gonna kill me if he sees this post :X

okayys ~
thats all folks XD

BYEEEEE !!



Thursday, December 27, 2007 0 comments

I finally have Internet access over in Macau. I shall update on day one.

To sum it up, It was an enjoyable day, apart from losing 1.5k on black jack. Period.



Wednesday, December 26, 2007 0 comments

Sorry for the lack of updates. I'm here to do my last posting before I fly off to Macau. When I'm not around, Sophia will be doing the updates for me. Thanks in advance.

Alright, This few days have been rather hectic. I have been juggling with St James and McDonald's. Had a couple of drinks as usual. Well, life goes on.

Celebrated Nelson's birthday at St James, Pinky came too. It's been a long time since I last saw her. I hope she is doing well though. As for Nelson, he is still the same, though darker from the sun.

Was suppose to go out with Angeline today but due to last minute training, I cancel it. Sorry eh.

Jasper has been getting along fine too. He is happier I hope, though I know break up hurts. Anyway, I found out that he like gambling as much as I do. *Laughs*.

Drinking with Yuan Jie and Wei Hong yesterday. They came too late. I'm almost dead by the time they came to my rescue. *Laughs*. I hope things between us remain the same as long as possible, not forgetting my bunch of brothers, Hong Yi, Regina, You Ren, Terence, Desmond, Alan etc. There is too much to mention in here.

Well, I'm flying off already, Take good care of yourself guys. Meet up when I'm back. Wait for my story. It's going to be exciting, I hope.

Adious Amigo. =)

PS: MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL.


Quote of the day

" I love myself, When I'm drunk. "

Real fact

" The world termites outweigh the world humans 10:1. "













Through all of the chaos that is our history; through all of the wrong and the discord; through all of the pain and the suffering; through all of our times, there is one thing that has nourished our souls, and elevated our species above its origins, and that is our courage .

G.L



Wednesday, December 19, 2007 0 comments

I think I came to a conclusion during my drinking session last night. Girls are really a species apart from us guys. We really can't understand them, and never will we ever understand them. All I understand about them is they either burn a hole in our pockets, or break the heart we have given to them.

Went drinking this past few days. Fuck, drinking away troubles is not the way out but what more can I do? I guess I'm going to surrender to destiny. I'm very tired of making my own destiny anymore. I can find no more courage to go on, this I confessed. Maybe I am being made a mockery by those idiots above, though humiliating, I am really tired of anymore opposition. If we are born to die, then why on earth are we born in the first place? It's such a crappy world, with crappy legislative system and equally crappy people.

I need a break to find myself again. This holidays came at the right time. Time to clear my brain. The true measure of a man is not how he lives, but how he dies. It's not what they do in life but what they did before dying. Looking back on it, my story is one full of failures.

Did some quizzes.

fun quiz for myspace profile and blog

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All-Around Smart


You are all-around smart. Essentially, that means that you are a good combination of your own knowledge and experience, along with having learned through instruction - and you are equally as good with theoretical things as you are with real-world, applied things. You have a well-rounded brain.


20% applied intelligence
40% learned intelligence
















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Quote of the day

"Absence sharpens love, presence strengthens it."

Real fact

"A one-day weather forecast requires about 10 billion math calculations."












Through all of the chaos that is our history; through all of the wrong and the discord; through all of the pain and the suffering; through all of our times, there is one thing that has nourished our souls, and elevated our species above its origins, and that is our courage .

G.L



Tuesday, December 18, 2007 0 comments

Eight letters, three words, one meaning, I love You.

Well, quite meaningful. But, things always don't turn out the way we wanted.

The question I will be asking myself is this, "Live for myself, or live for others?"

By the way, Liverpool lost. You will always walk alone. The title will be heading to Old Trafford again. Down with Gunners and The Blue, hearing it's name just spoil my day.


Quote of the day

"If you give up when it's winter, you will miss the promise of spring, the beauty of your summer and fulfilment of your fall."

Real fact

"There is a million ant to every person on earth."












Through all of the chaos that is our history; through all of the wrong and the discord; through all of the pain and the suffering; through all of our times, there is one thing that has nourished our souls, and elevated our species above its origins, and that is our courage .

G.L



Sunday, December 16, 2007 0 comments

I'm now at Jasper house blogging. Went gaying last night with him. It's my last day at THDB last night. Did the usual stuffs and was lucky I did not have to do stock taking. Waiting for Nancy and Mervin to come over for mahjong session. Many ask why the sudden EMO post, well, I don't know myself either. Well, tonight Man Utd will be having a match against Liverpool.

LIVERPOOL SHALL DIE!!!!


Quote of of the day

" Am I the destined child? "

Real fact

" Honey doesn't spoil. "









Through all of the chaos that is our history; through all of the wrong and the discord; through all of the pain and the suffering; through all of our times, there is one thing that has nourished our souls, and elevated our species above its origins, and that is our courage .

G.L



Friday, December 14, 2007 0 comments

Pictures for that Sentosa trip.


Beauty and the beast

Sharon and me

Three idiots

Right, it's like so outdated to do this

McD managers are dumb when off duty. But, they are my close friends =)

By the way, read this lyrics and listen to my song. Nostalgic feeling approaches.

Please click play below if it's not playing, got some problem with the template.

This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn't realize it at the time
I can't forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I don't really expect you to either
It's just... I don't even know
Just listen.

You're the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I'm sorry about the pain I made you feel

That wasn't me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it's raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies

I wore a disguise 'cause I didn't want to get hurt
But I didn't know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn't care when push came to shove

If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn't have hurt me like I ain�t shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly

I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don't know how I could do you so wrong

I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one could else know you
You're number one, always in my heart
And now I can't believe that our love is torn apart

Chorus

I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as you're holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart

At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I can't hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain

Damn it, I'm insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work

What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me

I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I'm not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind

Chorus
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

[Talking] I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but
No matter what, you'll always be in my heart
You'll always be my baby

Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse

We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can�t take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I'm still there
I don't wanna hear that you no longer care

Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didn't think you would ever do me like this
I didn't think you'd wanna see me depressed
I thought you'd be there for me, this I confess

You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now I'm nothing to you, you're with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I'm trying
Now on the inside it feels like I'm dying

Chorus
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

[Talking] And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we'll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
I just want you to be happy


Well, happy emo-ing everyone.

Quote of the day

" Through perseverance many people win success out of what seemed destined to be certain failure. "

Real fact

" Squids can have eyeballs the size of volleyballs. "













Through all of the chaos that is our history; through all of the wrong and the discord; through all of the pain and the suffering; through all of our times, there is one thing that has nourished our souls, and elevated our species above its origins, and that is our courage .

G.L



Thursday, December 13, 2007 0 comments

I miss basketball. I miss my brothers. I miss my own happy laughter. I miss the times where I am really happy; instead of wearing a mask. I miss the feeling of being carefree. I miss every single thing of my old self. I want myself back!!

I think I'm off drinking soon. At least I'm happy for that moment where time just stops itself.


Quote of the day

" Everything will be alright in the end. If it's not right, It's not the end yet. "

Real fact

" Bird nest has been scientifically proven to have no health improvement effect, contrary to old wives tale. "











Through all of the chaos that is our history; through all of the wrong and the discord; through all of the pain and the suffering; through all of our times, there is one thing that has nourished our souls, and elevated our species above its origins, and that is our courage .

G.L



Wednesday, December 12, 2007 0 comments

Sometimes, I really, really hate myself. Fuck. It's over, get over and done with. Live fast, die young. I don't care anymore, from now on, everything I do may not please people as they used to do. I am so going to live for myself from now on. Promises are bullshits, actions are also bullshits; It can be acted. Being selfish and heartless is the only way I feel can make us survived in this hypocritical world. Trust no one, unless someone can prove me wrong. Period.


Quote of the day

" Many people told me i'hv changed. But the truth is, i have finally found myself. "

Real fact

" There are one million ants to every human in the world. "











Through all of the chaos that is our history; through all of the wrong and the discord; through all of the pain and the suffering; through all of our times, there is one thing that has nourished our souls, and elevated our species above its origins, and that is our courage .

G.L



Tuesday, December 11, 2007 0 comments

I'm finally here again. I don't have the mood blog. Christmas is coming and I have not bought presents yet!! ARGH!! Does not really matter though, as I won't be in Singapore. *Laughs*

Commando selection was yesterday. Can say I did quite well. Waiting for the outcome of the selection now, hope I can make it though because the pay is sky high average. I'm now at home as I'm on MC again, stupid cough. Last week before holiday also don't let me complete school in one piece. I bet my teachers are missing me lots. Working today till Saturday and off on sunday. Date me out someone!! I'm bored staying at home. *laughs*

Well, I'm going for my run now. See you when I see you.


Quote of the day

"Sow an act, and you reap a habit; sow a habit, and you reap a character; sow a character, and you reap a destiny. "

Real fact

" Eating chilli does not affect the outbreak of pimples on your face. "









Through all of the chaos that is our history; through all of the wrong and the discord; through all of the pain and the suffering; through all of our times, there is one thing that has nourished our souls, and elevated our species above its origins, and that is our courage .

G.L



Monday, December 10, 2007 0 comments

hellos !!!
it's ME[sophia] again !!!
ytd brother ask me to help update =x
but ii tdy den update uhs .
i lazy to update my blog he wan ii update his >.>
no fair uhs !! T_T

so ... ii dunno wad to update -.-
hur hur -.-

nowadays raining uhs x.x
wan go out oso cannot .
even thou im not going out lahhs =.=

sorry for a short post x.x

thats all liao ler ~.~

BYEBYE ~!

QUOTE : PEOPLE LIVE FOR A REASON . LIVE FOR URSELF :D [[ omg =.= lame quote >.> ]]



Friday, December 07, 2007 0 comments

HELLOS !

HERE TO HELP THIS LAZY ARSE UPDATE :X

damn him for saying me in my post >.>
&& now im here to have my sweet REVENGE :D
but ii dunno wad to say =.=

so ... he has been lazing ard !
lazyy to update thou he is online .
so lazyy uhs ._.

he has been working here && der & everywhere ._.
LOL .

any gals wan him :X
ii would be glad that any one of uu wants him XD

thats all le bah ..
dunno wad to say le :D

BYEBYEEEEEEEEE !!

BY : SOPSOP :D



Thursday, December 06, 2007 0 comments

OK, this blog is getting spider webs all over it. It's time I clear it up. I have been very, very busy lately. Working, training, working and training. My whole body feels weak now. It's like my muscles are tearing apart, my brain is being drain of it's juice too.

IPPT yesterday-ed, and it was cancel because of the rain. And what a time to fall sick. I think it's due to yesterday's rain and having meeting in that cold air-condition room. I have my commando selection tomorrow =( I have been poping panadol in hope of getting well as soon as possible. I don't want to fail. I promise myself failure will never be my destiny. For once, I'm very, very afraid of failing.

I think Sophia has some problem with her life, cheer up. Exanne is busy with those Ah Peks at her work place. Good luck. Jia Ni still owes me my sushi. I want those with tuna.

I really, really miss drinking; with my buddies. I hope everyone close to me is doing fine in life now. See you guys soon, If I pass my selection tomorrow.

Sadly, I have not started my Final Year Project. It's deadline is on monday. What a way to spend my weekend, cramping infront of the computer finishing it. Well, when the going gets tough, the tough gets going.


Quote of the day

" I hvae learn that good-byes always hurt, pictures will never replace having been there, memories good and bad will bring tears. And words can never replace feelings. "

Real fact

" Singapore has 5 military runways, each measuring 1.6 to 2.4 km long. "











Through all of the chaos that is our history; through all of the wrong and the discord; through all of the pain and the suffering; through all of our times, there is one thing that has nourished our souls, and elevated our species above its origins, and that is our courage .

G.L



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