Basketball , Soccer , Basketball , Soccer .
" Action's speaks louder then words." . I think people get it confused! They must have thought it's the other way round. Pity . Such a pity . I hate to despise other's , but somehow , getting a simple phrase wrong makes it otherwise. Maybe , they don't understand simple English , or , they think they are too smart for their own good . Remember , It's the same as " Rank is what you wear , Respect is what you earn." . Do not think because having a higher authority means people must respect you . Bullshit . Earn them , and i mean really earn them . Earn them by doing what you have said and not just give directions . Talk is cheap , while actions are priceless .
你爱蓝球吗?
This pharse , have been lost . Till now , it has been revived . Yuan jie , thanks to you , this pharse is heard again .
To you,
I'm just someone useless,
Someone not worth mentioning.
In your eyes,
Whatever i do ,
never pleases you.
Excuses can be cough up ,
Lies are made ,
let fate decide ?
It's Suicidal .
And it's bullshit ,
For i trusted God one last time ,
And he gives me shit too.
For someone who cared ,
loved ,
Supports ,
And needs you ,
It's a major blow .
Maybe i should move on like he did ,
And care nothing about what's happening to you .
But i can't .
I wanted ,
Tried ,
To leave you like he did ,
But i can't .
You are just too precious to me ,
Unwilling to see you hurt ,
Willing to be there still .
Stupid ?
Maybe.
Some thing's , You just won't understand .
Maybe you will ,
Someday ,
When those who really care ,
Leaves ,
Vanished .
But then again ,
You might not even care .
I really hope that u cared ,
But ,
That's wishing thinking of my part .
I'm still clinging on to that slightest of hope ,
Even though there's none left .
Don't you know how much you meant to me ?
Maybe you do ,
But never gave a damn .
Or maybe you don't ,
And never bother to find out .
Whatever it is ,
Every decision you make/made ,
It's going to hurt me badly .
Never went to school just to chat with you online ,
That's how stupid i can be .
Maybe you will never know the reason ,
You will never feel the hurt .
Old thing's leave before the something new ever appear.
So why bother treasure ?
Then again ,
Maybe that's the way in life .
Defined "Forever" , and no one answers .
Why not put this pharse next time , " love you temporary " ?
As we can't defined " Forever "
All in all ,
I just want you to know ,
If your hurt ,
I will be there to heal your wounds ,
If your down ,
I will be there to try my best to cheer you up .
If you need someone ,
I'm just a phone call away .
You meant the world to me ,
While me to you ,
It's the other end .
I may not be the guy you care ,
Love ,
And treasure ,
But your the only girl ,
Who can make me do this three ,
And willing to be hurt .
This past few weeks,
I asked myself this question,
"Why do i exist and live?"
I could not find an answer.
But i need those reasons while i'm still alive.
Or it would be the same as being dead.
And this is what i have concluded.
I exist to fight for myself,
I exist to love only myself,
Promises and bonds are bullshit,
For everything will be broken.
Why make myself suffer together with it?
As long as i love only myself,
And i fight only for myself,
To make me experience the joy of living,
My existance will remain.
Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.
The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.
A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain
The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Tonight
Insight
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight.
Deep fried chicken cutlet with pepper and spices. Thanks . It's especially tasty .
It's so sweet of you. =)
Broad smile.
也许在这世界上最爱我的人不是你
可是在这世界最爱你的人绝对是我
Good? Thanks Yuan Jie for finding the words for me.
I know, Kiat does not like me calling his chinese name
But who cares?
Suddenly like to put chinese phrases.
Well, somethings can't be explain in english.
As in , it does not have the same feeling to it.
Been back to school.
No Difference.
Skip school like mad.
No more.
Going school to be good boy from now on.
The past does not equivalent to the future.
Like , Smoking , Drinking.
Past tensed.
Understand?
No?
Nevermind.
It's not for you to know anyway.
Peace out.
只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天
睡着的大提琴安静的旧旧的
我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道你没有舍不得
你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开
你要我说多难堪
我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多我会一直好好过
你已经远远离开
我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你
是因为我太爱你
I wished, I prayed, I hoped .. for your call..
Fuck you god.I trusted you.You betrayed me.So you created a world based on deception , lies and unhappiness.Fuck you.If
that's the reason why
I'm here, you might as well take me away now.fucker! Stop me from this misery.
I need some assurance..i really do..Please!
This gotta end...someday,somehow,somewhere....
I want to have my confidence back, i want to stay positive.I want to be the Gerald that everyone knows.I want myself back!
Sorry guys,looks can be deceiving.
I just want you to be happy. =)
Done something that i may regret for life.Hope i don't.
I love you but decided to let you go.I maybe just a phone call away,but i know your heart is with someone else.Why then when i let you go , to find your happiness , it becomes my fault again? We can't have the best of both worlds , thats what you told me , and let me go . Now i'm letting you find the joy your looking for , and i'm wrong. But all i want to say is this , I really love you alot.More then anyone can ever give..Remenber , if you are ever reading this , if you are S A L , i will be the first to be there.All these words i say is true.This i promise you.
I have nothing left- Nothing to give...
Since I don't have you- Why Should I live...
The words you say-Conflict with the beat....
I look at your brown eyes- so warm so sweet..
I feel so alone so lost- I feel like I'm dead...
When you told me you liked me-All the glory rose to my heart...
Yes, you were right- you tore me apart...
I told you I hated you-But deep down In my heart I don't
I can't feel your heart-I told you I didn't like you...
But what I told you was a lie...I can't tell you how I feel- you made me cry
Why does it hurt so much?
You Hurt me I want you so bad...
Shattered my heart and made me sad...I wish you would know how I feel
I wish , you would come back
I would make it right- I would make it real
I just want to grab you and make you see...Just how much I need you here with me...
I still remember that day-When you left my world, And you took my heart away...
I still remember when you kissed my lips-When I pretended to be asleep-My love 4 you is so strong so deep...
You took my hand, and held it tight
I wanted it to last- but it ended that night
I miss you talking to me- I miss your smile- and all our flirting...
You hurt me so much- Now I'm Still hurting..
My heart was broken-By the squeeze of your soft hand...
My heart is buried- deep down in the sand...
I look at you- across the room
My heart is shedding its pedals-On top of love's tomb...
You were the love of my life-I wanted to take you to my destination...
You said you were sorry- But how could you?
With one last kiss- You left me too...
With one last touch- We were through...
Now I can't tell you my dreams or my life
Since you took my heart away from me,And stabbed my heart with a knife.
Don't you see how much you made me cry?All Because, You said Goodbye
Take me to a time, where i knew what happiness is all about.And i knew the dice was loaded against me for i'm between the devil and the deep blue sea.
