Ok , my new tattoo . Comments please ?
Alright , those who cares for me , thanks a million . Those who don't , please fuck off . Went working yesterday . Shit happens again . It always happens .Felt depressed . Went drinking at LU . Really need to thanks my Da Jie . I gave her a call and she open bottle for me to drink . She told me to relax , and if there is any problems , just gave her a call . I was like , OK . Saw my " Brothers " I have not seen for quite awhile . All drink together . Yes , I miss those times with them but I'm not going back that same road . Here's why . They got in a fight with a group of china guys . OK , I'm also controlling myself for this . They insulted our country . June ask me to give her face , don't get involved . I was like , OK , the police is already holding on to my IC , It's wise to not get involved . I had to think about all my brothers , my family and most importantly , Calista . And yes , I got more marbles collection from Chivas and martell bottles .
Da Jie , Ah hua , Xiao Mel , Da Mel , Alex , Johnson , Tony , Jeff and botak . Yes , I have enjoyed seeing you guys again . I'm not walking that road ever again . Though I know you guys will help me out whenever i needed it , but , i think i will be about to settle my own problems . I think .
To my other brothers , especially Yuan Jie . you guys asked me this question .
" When am I the happiest ? "Dear , you too , asked me this question .
Now , I give you guys the answer .
People said playing basketball would kill me because of my injuries . Well , not playing basketball was killing me . The feeling of flying , the creativity of the lay ups , the magic pass and the ball hitting the net with a single " Chop " all adds up to my love for the game .
Well apart from that , Calista and my band of brothers . Without you guys , there will be no Basketball . Thanks .
Quote of the day
" Even when I'm old and grey , I won't be able to play it , but I'll still love the game . "
Real fact
" You share your birthday with at least 9 million other people in the world . "
For love , For honor , For mankind .
I am not a Devil , just a fallen Angel . LUCIFER that's my hidden name!
G.L
Dedicated to those emo fellows I know . It's very true . Listen , no use being emo . Nothing's going to change . Lets just change to suit the environment rather then changing the environment to suit us . Let's just hold on to our dreams , our ambition and work towards it . Perhapes , we were too imature . But , it's time we grow up . Time waits for no man . The longer you drag , the more you are going to suffer . And who do you really hurt ? Think about it .
The streets I'm used to, all my friends are going away
We're starting on our journeys
The best boring days we spent together
Searching for ourselves, afraid of being alone
Wavering, unable to look each other in the eye
We'll cross the waves of light, each on our own path
The dreams we thought were over are pressing at our backs again
The memories engraved begin to clamor
Holding the limited love and time in both hands
At least for today, please don't disappear
Worried about the opinions of those around us, and about the way they look at us
We walk on, not knowing what's important
I've forgotten why I was worried
Won't someone stop my depression?
I tucked away my precious cracked pride
And filled the cracks in my heart with exaggerated talk
Time is stopped like the sunset
Lighting our future in a world we can never return to
We'll keep talking forever, the song of eternity and hope
Even if we know it's only for the present
We're not there yet, this isn't where
I'm gonna stop
Was I holding on to a frivolous, youthful love?
Has it been over ten years since I learned my ABCs...?
I was too young, thinking things like, "it'll be like this forever"
The train's started moving, but you're always there inside
Will I be able to see you there again?
Am I always there in those eyes that kept believing?
Strong like a flower blooming on the beach
Oh light, keep shining on our future like this forever
Fly high
The dreams we thought were over are pressing at our backs again
The memories engraved begin to clamor
Holding the limited love and time in both hands
At least for today, please don't disappear
Time is stopped like the sunset
Lighting our future in a world we can never return to
We'll keep talking forever, the song of eternity and hope
Even if we know it's only for the present
The big hand and the little hand kept movingLooking back, it's been a terribly short time
From the time we learned our "ABCs" til now
We were too young, just too young
Quote of the day
" The sky is never unreachable , as long as you reach with your hearts . "
Real fact
" In 1878, the first telephone book ever issued contained only 50 names . "
For love , For honor , For mankind .
I am not a Devil , just a fallen Angel . LUCIFER that's my hidden name!
G.L
Update , update , update . Ok , now I'm updating . Actually , I'm dedicating this post more to Yuan Jie .
Listen up brother , you don't have to live your life like this . It's over . I mean , she does not even care . No , I rephrase it , girls don't care . I went through the same as you do . I know the pain it causes . Like I always say to you , they are living their life happily , why are we suffering ? That's the difference between them and us . They let it go like water . Seriously , I doubt they ever thought about our feelings . All they care about is their own personal well being . Selfish ? Come on , who isn't ? Know what I saw today ? I show you . " There is no decent woman . She is decent because she has not tasted enough temptation . " Sounds very true to me . Listen , girls are like that , though not all . But , still most of them are like that . If things like that is going to bring you down , I can tell you , don't bother living life . We are not here to suffer . We are here to be the best that we can be . Millionaire ? I believe you can . Your own boss ? Sure , why not ? Work towards that goal brother . And when you do succeed , you can look back and produce a smile , a smile that makes the whole world envy . A smile to show you have completed your personal ambition . Let them regret . Let them know , you are better off without them . Revenge is sweet , though I'm being a little sadistic here . One thing is for sure , " Faithful " is a word long thrown out by them . Stayers suffer , Players enjoy . We need to accept that , and move on . I have full confidence in you , in whatever you want to achieve and do . I will be there for you whenever you need me to , and so will the rest will the rest of them . Don't' let me down brother . Don't let them down .
And tiffi , cutting your hands is not an option . Why not try killing yourself instead ? Don't be so dumb . Same to you , no guy's is worth dying over . Get that in your numb skull .
Quote of the day
" The best is yet to be . "
Real fact
" Guys do get breast cancer . "
For love , For honor , For mankind .
I am not a Devil , just a fallen Angel . LUCIFER that's my hidden name!
G.L
Back guys . Had been working lately . Sorry for lack of updates Tiffi . At least I never cut my hands . * Laughs * . Well , I was thinking lately , If things just changed , where would I be now ? I miss basketball . I miss my brothers . It's been a long time . Sometimes I was wondering , If the world would change , meaning , to suit me instead of me changing to suit it . I hate myself . I hate myself for not standing up when I need to . Where have all my courage gone to ? My confidence ? My own self value ? Things change too quickly for me to comprehend . I am just wasting my life on earth . If I am going to die one fine day , would my brothers be there crying or they can't be bothered ? What about my love ones ? If dying could end every single issues I have in mind , maybe that's the option I would take . I really want to restart my life again . One thing is for sure , I can never do it . I never have to courage to kill myself . A good or bad thing ? * Laughs * . I think I'm mad * Laughs * . Someone , I really mean someone , save me please !!
Quote of the day
" Death is life's way of telling you - you're fired. "
Real fact
" The weight of the moon is 81 billion tons. "
For love , For honor , For mankind .
I am not a Devil , just a fallen Angel . LUCIFER that's my hidden name!
G.L
Bad day . Fuck it !
By the way , I have added a " Real Fact " section after " Qoute of the day " .
If you guys have the ability to turn back time , what would u guys change ?
Qoute of the day
" Pain is temporary , Pride is forever . "
Real fact
" There are 63,360 inches in a mile . "
For love , For honor , For mankind .
I am not a Devil , just a fallen Angel . LUCIFER that's my hidden name!
G.L
Did some personally test again , this time , it's from anime . Hmm.. Below those pictures are some sneak of what the characther is like in their respective stories .
Ichigo is the main character of Bleach. He is 15-years-old and looks like a mean teenager with his eyebrows furrowed and his mouth always in a scowl. However, looks can be are deceiving, especially in Ichigo's case, as behind that rough exterior is a kind-hearted person who cares for his friends, family, and all of humanity.
Ichigo lives with his father, Isshin Kurosaki, and sisters, Yuzu and Karin Kurosaki. His mother, whom he loved very much, was killed by a Hollow when he was younger. His father, who is very much alive, runs a small medical clinic in their house, and constantly fights with Ichigo. His father often lands surprise attacks on Ichigo and claims that Ichigo should always be alert. In the end though, Ichigo always wins.
Ichigo, a stand out because of his orange hair, is usually involved in many fights with the upperclassmen in his school because of his looks. Ichigo claims that he does not care what others think about his hair, or anything else in general, and does stuff the way he wants it to be done. He also has an exceptional ability - to be able to see and communicate with ghosts. As a matter of fact, his whole family has some degree of spiritual power. Of the children, Ichigo has the highest amount of spiritual power. He is given the powers of a Shinigami by Rukia Kuchki one day in order to save himself and his family and since than has been fighting Hollow and other types of paranormal beings to protect humans and those who cannot defend themselves.
The son of King Piccolo, Piccolo followed his father's plans, until the beginning of DBZ. During the Saiyan Saga, he means only to join the side of good, for the time being, but ends up on their side for good. Gohan helped him to become the Piccolo we now see. Even Goku helped. He later fuses with Nail and Kami, which makes him the strongest fighter on Earth. (For the time being.) Though he is a strong fighter and helps out in every series a lot, he can not match a Super Saiyan's powers
Uzamaki Naruto has within him the sealed Nine Tails Fox demon. Naruto is a bit arrogant and hasty at times, but he comes up with clever jutsus. He's a big trouble maker too, but he just really wants to be acknowledged by the people of Leaf Village. He has a huge crush on Sakura; in the beginning she hates him but as time passes she starts to like him. Naruto's favorite food is ramen and his goal is to become a Hokage someday
So as you can see , Lucifer is a powerful , caring person with a hard exterior but kind interior . Persevering too . And , stupid . No wonder I'm a fallen angel .God must have given up on my stupidity .
Ok back to real life , School has started and I hate it so much . It's just not an environment to study in . Hate it !! Still need to go . I'm so powerless here , talk about being powerful just awhile ago . * laughs * . By the way , I came across this story that you guys might find it interesting .
There was once a businessman who sold shoes for a living . His business grew and he is tempted to expand overseas . Summoning his two sons , he directed them to Africa . The first son flew over and the moment he step out , he saw thousands of it's citizen without shoe . He called back and reported that doing business in Africa will surely be a wrong move . Concurrently , the second son called . He told his dad , If he managed to teach them on the importance of wearing shoes , business is sure to be an instant success .
Guess who the man hand down his business to ? His second son of course ! Why I'm sharing this story with you guys is simple . I'm talking about mindset here . It can help make the impossible , possible . We should not face a problem in one direction , but view it from many other point of view . There are other opportunities that are unseen , unheard till we set our minds to it . Impossible is Nothing !! That's why i say I'm going school from now on * Laughs * . Come on , support please ? Damn you guys , I know you all too well . You guys are just laughing away . Don't let me catch you guys * Laughs * .
I miss you . Yeah , you =(
Quote of the day
" The only way of finding the limits of the possible is by going beyond them into the impossible. "
For love , For honor , For mankind .
I am not a Devil , just a fallen Angel . LUCIFER that's my hidden name!
G.L
I'm tired !! Damn . Just got back from work . Need some rest . School is starting soon . Shit !! No more late nights and drinks . Damn it .
Told you guys I'm friendly . lolx .
Your Inner Blood Type is AB!
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Your personality is hard to define - you're very unconventional.
And even if your personality could be defined, it would be completely different next week!
Outgoing and shy, sensitive and thoughtless, you tend to have a very split personality.
This makes you unpredictable. You can be a total angel - and a total devil.
You are most compatible with: everyone!
Famous Type AB's: Jackie Chan and Marilyn Monroe
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Quote of the day
" A kiss is a lovely trick, designed by nature, to stop words when speech becomes superfluous. "
Each night i taste , the purest of pain .
I am not a Devil , just a fallen Angel . LUCIFER that's my hidden name!
G.L
Cockles , Cockles hurt my tummy . Damn , I loved it so much . It betrayed me in return . I'm going to eat every single one of it , till the oceans bare . Step on my tail , and you are in for a ride . Dip it in chili sauce and slurp every single one of you in my tummy . The end . Done your packing ? Your life journey has come to an end . Enough of cockles , back to my life .
Work is going to be shit from today onwards . I am going to need all the sleep i can manage . It's going to be a tough ride from now on . Hang on , it's not going to be smooth . Oh well , when was work ever smooth . Being a bar supervisor , the first thing I'm going do is to do away with Bacardi , replace it when Havana Club . It's a way better Rum then Bacardi . Next , Vodka will be change to Stolichnaya . Yes , some may argue that Grey Goose is better , and what about Smirnoff ? Reason is simple , Stolichnaya is about the same as Grey Goose , and Smirnoff is above average at best . Stolichnaya is cheaper then the rest , so it gets my vote . Value for money . Saving for the company , that's my job . Gin is going to be Bombay Sapphire instead of Gordon . I don't have to explain this , those for drink should know why . That's about it .
My life ? Hmmm , same , but with something special in it . It took me by surprise too . Hope it last . Who does not want something special to stay ? Every human being would , and i am one living on this planet too . Regina birthday has reach , my pocket hole just got bigger . Wish her Happpy Birthday and happy forever with Hong Yi . My well wishes , to you two .
Quote of the day
" You never know the one you let go might be the one you have waited all your life to be with . "
Each night i taste , the purest of pain .
I am not a Devil , just a fallen Angel . LUCIFER that's my hidden name!
G.L
| You Are the Ace of Diamonds |
You are a lucky person, and you always seem to find yourself surrounds by pretty, shiny things.
You have a knack for success and money - though your skills can't really be learned or taught.
You shine in a room, and you a have a truly sparkling personality.
A true extrovert, you always are able to share a witty joke or the latest scandalous gossip.
While you do have an eye for bling, you are also quite generous.
A lot of wealth and luck comes your way. And you're not afraid to pass it on.
A gamble you should take: Sports betting
Your friends would describe you as: Captivating
Your enemies would describe you as: Greedy
If you lived in Vegas, you would be: A trophy wife or husband |
| You Are a Natural Entrepreneur |
You're creative, driven, and full of great ideas.
You could be the next Richard Branson, Warren Buffet, or Oprah.
Keep with your dreams, even if people don't understand or respect them.
Someday you'll have too much money to care what they think! |
| You Are a Dare Devil |
For you, life is one big dare.
And you're all in for any adventure.
Others find you exciting, inspiring, and a bit intimidating.
You're biggest challenge at this point is trying to top yourself! |
| Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ESFP) |
Your personality type is playful, charming, open minded, and energetic.
Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 5% of all men
You are Extroverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving. |
| Your Love Style is Agape |
You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. |
ok , so that's me . All are almost there about me .
Found a good song .
The song .. is nice . Here is the lyrics . It's the second song on my playlist . Take your time to listen , It's very meaningful .
Your kiss, your smile, your mind
You're sunlight in my eyes
I miss your breath on my neck
When we whisper in the night
Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done
Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.
Your touch, your skin, can't believe the way you let me in
Don't rush tonight, I need you like the ocean needs the tide.
Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done
Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.
I always thought I would stand on my own
Climb a mountain top all alone
Relying, depending on no one
Now look at what you've done
Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.
Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do
I love you
I need you
I want you
..the way I do
I will post pictures when i got it from min xiong . And today is another basketball day , so nothing different . And , I have been promoted to bar supervisor . Wish me luck .
Quote of the day
" As I grow to understand life less and less , I learn to love it more and more. "
Each night i taste , the purest of pain .
I am not a Devil , just a fallen Angel . LUCIFER that's my hidden name!
G.L
