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还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于.描述我如何爱你你却微笑的离我而去.
记得你叫我忘了吧,你说你会哭不是因为在乎.
我们是不是该知足珍惜一切就算没有拥有?
I'm back. Yeah, i did not get to jump again. Well, its
ok. Anyway, I'm tired from the trainings from camp. And I will be fighting
ATEC with the battalion for the best unit in
SAF. I hoppe to bring glory to the formation, fly the flag high and continue the tradition my
predecessor sets. So I will be in Taiwan again soon, followed by Brunei. Nothing much , till than.
I miss Commando Small-Unit Leaders Course. The shit we went through together creates such a bond that nothing can describe. My friend asked me how was the course and I told him, only those who went through it knows for he today that sheds his blood with me shall be my brother. Leaders Course Detacthment one and the rest, see you guys in battalion. For Honour And Glory.
Booking in tonight, having another jump before Chinese New Year. Lots of things happening next week. I hope I will be back in one piece next weekend. I know I will.
把握生命里的每一分钟
全力以赴我们心中的梦
不经历风雨 怎么见彩虹
没有人能随随便便成功
把握生命里每一次感动
和心爱的朋友热情相拥
让真心的话 和开心的泪
在你我的心里流动
明天不一定会更好，但是更好的明天一定会来。。
I've never been
The one to raise my hand
That was not me
And now that's who I am
Because of you
I am standing tall
My heart is full
Of endless gratitude
You were the one
The one to guide me through
Now I can see
And I believe
It's only just beginning
This is what we dream about
But the only question with me now
Is do I make you proud
Stronger than I've ever been now
Never been afraid of standing out
Do I make you proud
I guess I’ve learned
To question is to grow,
That you still have faith,
Is all I need to know,
I’ve learned to love,
Myself in spite of me,
And I’ve learned to
Walk on the road I believe.
Everybody needs to rise up
Everybody needs to be loved
To be loved
Everybody need to rise on
Everybody needs to be loved, to be loved
This is what we dream about
But the only question with me now
Is do I make you, do I make you proud
This is what we dream about
Never been afraid of standing out
Do I make you proud
Stronger than I've ever been
Never been afraid of standing out
Do I make you proud
Do I make you proud
To stand beside a Soldier and walk through his pain
will humble a civilian, no longer to complain
Love, patience, trust & hope is what a Soldier needs
to get them through some very treacherous deeds
You know you're heartbroken when...You have an actual pain in your chest when you think about the past and realize that its all gone.
You'll never have another one of those moments with that person again.
You would rather live in pain for the rest of your life than allow yourself to love someone else.
Hope becomes its own bodily reaction, reproduces to fill in cracks of your heart after every encounter you have with that person, and nothing happens.
Even just after talking to them for two minutes over nothing makes you want to cry because all you really want to be able to say is "I miss you" but you can't because it would make things worse.
Nobody can compare with that person, so you dont date.
You'd consider changing around your schedule so you could "run into" that person when you just so happen to know they'll be on their way home. Its not stalking. It's creating opportunities.
All those feelings you had when you first started to fall for them, the fluttering in your chest, the falling stomach feeling, the constant thinking of little things that are probably insignificant, it all comes back and is full fledged.
The idea of finding out they love someone else is enough to make you want to hide away for the rest of you life just so you don't run the risk of seeing them together.
You have to fight off the instinct to hold their hand or kiss them the way you used to, and it takes effort.
You become weird and akward in their presence often because you cant just be yourself, they already know you and they'll be able to anticipate what youre going to say or do.
If you wanted to say "I love you" , they would see it coming and would themselves become akward too. They would likely try to cut you off before you got the chance to say it.
You feel numb inside after awhile of not seeing or talking to them. You mistake it for being over them and then you run into them and immediately realize just how wrong you were.
There are so many different symptoms of a broken heart. This is just what I know for myself. Im sure I'll find out the rest later.
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL.Though life has not been fair to us, we have made it through another year. Lets make it one more year we will enjoy.
Now, let me reflect my life in 2008. I had already spend 8 months in the army, made quite a handful of close friends, am thankful for that. Still in contact with those that were close to me, am thankful for that too. I can't really ask for more in the past year. My friends always surrounding me, protecting me and advising me, what more can I ask for. Year 2009, the year I turn 21. Adulthood, something so mystery and intricating. The full respondsibility thrust upon my shoulders, no more running away and excuses. It's time to face the world, but I will never be alone, that I'm very sure.
Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful, committed citizens can change the world. Indeed, it is the only thing that ever has.
The small group of people? My Buds. But the only question with me now is do I make you, do I make you guys proud ?
