亲爱的神伟大的神
你可以怪我想法太过无知但我只是人
我不信人因为,人也不信我
不要问我为什么我最多只能告诉你这就是我
生命像海浪一样有时高有时低
你是否告诉自己坚强渡过各种时期
我从命运的天台放眼却看不到星空
漆黑的天空压在头顶使我不得轻松
在我心中找不到一个安静的角落
我不能再沈睡下去良心彷佛在笑我
I guess I don't really know what I want again. It always happens and I'm sick of it.
Anyway, had a jump today, almost went to find Mr "Yen". Too bad for my camp mates, they won't be wearing No.1 anytime soon. Lol.
I saw this written on my friends cupboard in camp.
" As Commandos, we are a special breed of men, a cut above the rest. And as Commandos, we need a special breed of girls, a cup above the rest."
Bullshit. Lol. ATEC soon. Redcon 1 , Redcon 1....
不论我走到天南不论我走到地北不论
我走到哪都见识到人心的虚伪
很多人不屑我的态度
他们说我太cool
警察不爽我都曾将我逮捕
I don't give a fuck about 人家说什么
他们想说什么就说什么但是他们算什么
没有谁有权利拿他的标准衡量我
主宰是我自己随便人家如何想我还是我
我已经放弃所有哭的理由
因为我早就习惯冷漠活在无情的现实里头
人生要如何起头?
改变要如何起手?
当活在泥沼中要如何才能金盆洗手?
HAPPY VALENTINE TO ALL!! MAY THOSE WHO ARE ATTACHED HAVE MANY MORE BLISSFUL MOMENTS WITH YOUR LOVE ONE!!
As for me, I'm spending my time rotting at home. By the way, I pass the test. Period. Right, I'm off to drink.
Atec stage 1 , REDCON 1, best in the SAF. Now, for stage 2. Taiwan, here I come. =)
My country expects us to be unbreakable, tougher, last longer, run further, fight harder than any other shit out there. A different breed of man, A cut above the rest.
Well, the price to pay, is being metally and physically drain 24/7. At least, give me a few days off to regenerate.
I'm really tired.
Btw, I saw this...
如果你不爱一个人, 请放手. 好让别人有机会爱她. 如果你爱的人放弃了你,请放开自己, 好让自己有机会爱别人. 有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的, 有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的. 人生中有许多种 . 但别让自己为一种伤害. 有些缘分是注定要失去的, 有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,爱一个人不一定要拥有, 但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她. 男人哭了是因为他真的爱了. 女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了. 如果真诚是一种伤害, 我选择谎言; 如果谎言是一种伤害, 我选择沉默; 如果沉默是一种伤害, 我选择离开. 如果失去是苦, 你怕不怕付出 ,如果迷乱是苦,你会不会选择结束, 如果追求是苦, 你会不会选择执迷不悟 , 如果分离是苦, 你要向谁倾诉, 好多事情都是后来才看清楚, 好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦.
