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Friday, November 30, 2007 0 comments

OK, I shall do a quick update. I am going for my Commando selection next Friday one day after my IPPT. It's confirm already, even though I was told it's during January, they lied. I was out with McDonald's managers yesterday at Sentosa, watch "Songs of the sea",went cycling and babe watching. I shall update the photos when I have the time though. I have been a bad boy this week, Never really been to school. I will go next week, and I will make it everyday, by hook or by crook. Stay tuned for photos, Latest by tomorrow. Till then, I'm off to work.


Quote of the day

"Love is but the discovery of ourselves in others, and the delight in the recognition."

Real fact

"The humming bird is the only bird that flies backwards."










Through all of the chaos that is our history; through all of the wrong and the discord; through all of the pain and the suffering; through all of our times, there is one thing that has nourished our souls, and elevated our species above its origins, and that is our courage .

G.L



Wednesday, November 28, 2007 0 comments

I'm feeling sick since monday. I'm so fustrated, cornered and irritated with life now. I really don't know what or where it went wrong. By the way, my IPPT is brought forward to December. Fuck. One more problem to solve.

I will update when I'm feeling better, which I hope is soon.



Sunday, November 25, 2007 0 comments

heyy heyy x]]
im here to help paikia update again :x
im sopsop :D
ROFLx

owaes tell me help uu update =.=
nxt tym nid to treat me uhs !!
RWARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR .


okayyokayy ._.

due to gerald is too busyy to update .
he asked me to help update abit :D
but ii dunno wad he do -.-
so ii dunno wad to update .
lame uhs ? ._.

his been busy WORKING tis few dayys =x
dunno still got sell mayonise anot ._.
ROFL -.-

soriie if im laming here uhs =x
laziie to update my own blog -.-

tats all to sae le bahh :x
ROFL ~

BYEBYEEEEEEEEEEEEE ~! XDD

P/S : kill gerald if uu nt happy with tis lame post :x



Saturday, November 24, 2007 0 comments

Busy busy yesterday. Went back to St James to help Nancy yesterday after school . It's the same, nothing changes and I still have that nostalgic feeling. I promise myself I will never look back, the past has already gone, I shall move forward with aplomb. Looking back, It's the setback that made me strong, though it made me hate that place for a rather long time, It made me what I am today; A young man ready to face whatever the world is going to throw at him. Yes, thanks for the memories. I will cherish it and bring it to my grave, but I finally feel I am moving forward. Memories are something we hold on to when everything seems wrong, and we humans hold on to whatever traditions we have to keep it alive. Why I am saying this is because one of my good friend just broke up. I know how tough it is for him and all but I am sure he will get through this. Who came up with the idea that girls are always hurt in a relationship? I beg to differ. Enough said, back to my life.

So while working, I got a chance to walk around the whole place again. Why? Because Nancy is my superior. * laughs * I got lots of time in my hand when I'm working with her. Even if it's Eugene, the same thing will happen. But anyway, I saw a drunkard yesterday that was so drunk, he needs to be push out of "Dragonfly" by wheelchair. Hilarious. I was laughing my ass off with Eugene when we saw the scene. It's not that we are unfeeling but you guys should have seen how his friends are pushing him. Reminds me of an A&E unit with those frantic medical staffs. I will be working today again. Will be at "Peppermint park" after work catching Manchester United in action. Till then, CHEERS!!



Quote of the day

" Love is grand; divorce is a hundred grand. "

Real fact

" Candles can burn longer and drip less if they are place in a freezer a few hours before using. "











Through all of the chaos that is our history; through all of the wrong and the discord; through all of the pain and the suffering; through all of our times, there is one thing that has nourished our souls, and elevated our species above its origins, and that is our courage .

G.L



Thursday, November 22, 2007 0 comments

Regina is going to be so proud again . I went to school for that rather miserable 8 hours . There was award presentation today and if they have award for the worst performance student, I will have proudly go on stage and receive it . Sadly, there is no such award . It's so unfair, why do they have best performance but do not have worst performance student award? I should suggest it to the section head. After the presentation, it's straight to SAFRA and I was so tempted to bowl again. I prevented myself from bowling, not because I have a strong will but because my pocket is empty =/ There is a test today and I can proudly say this, just once, IT'S EASY!!! . I am the first few to complete. Never had this kind of feeling before as I'm always the last to finish for any test. Yes, It's also the first time I never copied and felt confident of passing.

I am so beginning to like my class. =)

Yeah, another paragraph from " Tuesdays with Morrie " - "Part of the problem, Mitch, is that everyone is in such a hurry, " Morrie said. "People haven't found meaning in their lives, so they're running all the time looking for it. They think the next car, the next house, the next job. Then they find those things are empty, too, and they keep running.Once you start running it's hard to slow yourself down."

Do you guys understand? It's so perfectly written!!






Quote of the day

" Gravitation can not be held responsible for people falling in love. "

Real fact

" Cold water weights less then hot water. "













Through all of the chaos that is our history; through all of the wrong and the discord; through all of the pain and the suffering; through all of our times, there is one thing that has nourished our souls, and elevated our species above its origins, and that is our courage .

G.L



Wednesday, November 21, 2007 0 comments

I never intended to blog today . It's just because I am so bored that I'm updating . I re-read " Tuesdays with Morrie " late last night again and It stills teaches me something new about the way of life even though I had read it countless times . One paragraph I found very intriguing .

It's this - " I thought about how often this was needed in everyday life. How we feel lonely, sometimes to the point of tears, but we don't let those tears come because we are not supposed to cry. Or how we feel a surge of love for a partner but we don't say anything because we are frozen with the fear of what those words might do to the relationship.Morrie's approach was exactly the opposite. Turn on the faucet. Wash yourself with the emotion. It won't hurt you. It will only help . "

After reading the whole paragraph , I began to understand that to conquer the fear within you , you need to face it and not try to escape . Let It wash through you , thoroughly . That is when you will start accepting the fact and reduce the pain inside . Fear is just a four letter word , It has no meaning . Face it like a real man , don't be a coward and hide .

Now for the update of my life .

I went to school today and spend my own day there . Managed to complete all assignments and get it marked . Tomorrow is going to be tough day . Whole day , I repeat , Whole day is Mdm Suppiah lesson ( That is like 8 hours of her face ><" ). I am so going to A&E after school , If i ever make it out alive . If not , straight to ICU . Don't matter , I SHALL FACE MY FEAR !!


Quote of the day

" Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail . "

Real fact

" The blue whale heart is the size of a small car . "












Through all of the chaos that is our history; through all of the wrong and the discord; through all of the pain and the suffering; through all of our times, there is one thing that has nourished our souls, and elevated our species above its origins, and that is our courage .

G.L



Tuesday, November 20, 2007 0 comments

I'm back !! I went full day today . Regina is going to be so proud . School was boring as usual , project is still half way done . Self shots in school again . Oh , there will be a class phototaking seesion tommorrow . Graduating soon . Yeah !!! .








Counting down to holidays . 3 more weeks . I shall grit my teeth and through it .




I hope you are alright ... Do take care of yourself yeah .




Qoute of the day

" In the beginning the Universe was created. This has made a lot of people very angry and been widely regarded as a bad move . "

Real fact

" Colours like read , yellow and orange make you hungry . "












Through all of the chaos that is our history; through all of the wrong and the discord; through all of the pain and the suffering; through all of our times, there is one thing that has nourished our souls, and elevated our species above its origins, and that is our courage .

G.L



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Fate and destiny , are they the same or are they not ? * Pondering *

Do you guys believe in it or believe that it is all in our own hands ?

Just a random question as I'm quite bored in school now .

Counting down the days to my selection , I hope I can pass though .

I still owe my friend a poem . * Stress *

I'm feeling very , very lazy yet again .

Update when I'm home .

=/



Monday, November 19, 2007 0 comments

Went CMPB today . I'm half official in commando . I still need to pass the commando selection test in January before I become an official commando . I hope life is easy in there . I have nothing much to update , just hope my friend is coping well . I miss Sentosa so much !!! I want to play volleyball , sun-tan and just crap along with the sun , sea and babes as backdrop . They complete the picture don't they ? Well , I need to go off to work soon . It's another boring day . If only life comes with a little more adventure . Come to think of it ,It needs much more adventure .



Quote of the day

" Remember the dead , Fight for the living . "

Real fact

" The center of some golf balls contain honey . "









Through all of the chaos that is our history; through all of the wrong and the discord; through all of the pain and the suffering; through all of our times, there is one thing that has nourished our souls, and elevated our species above its origins, and that is our courage .

G.L



Saturday, November 17, 2007 0 comments

I'm here to blog cause Jia Ni was asking why I never update . Here are the updates .

My friends uncle passed away yesterday in the wee hours . I was there with him , giving my support the best i could . I saw his uncle lost his battle for survival right in front of my eyes . My condolences to him and his family . Stand up strong again . Death is part and parcel of life , we need to face it courageously . I will lend a helping hand as long as you need it .

I may not be blogging for a few days due to the above reason . Sorry .

You requested for a poem , here it is .

" Sleep now dear friend
Don't reflect on moments passed
I know how you hurt inside
But these feelings will not last .
Sleep now dear friend
Dream of your early childhood years
Let those dreams be filled with memories
And help wash away your tears .
Sleep now dear friend
let your sorrow fly
And see your uncle one last time
Remember , that he loves you . "



Quote of the day

" What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us . "

Real fact

" Americans spend $630 million a year on golf balls . "












Through all of the chaos that is our history; through all of the wrong and the discord; through all of the pain and the suffering; through all of our times, there is one thing that has nourished our souls, and elevated our species above its origins, and that is our courage .

G.L



Thursday, November 15, 2007 0 comments

Here for a quick short update .

I never went to school today , I clear my leave .

Will be playing Mahjong later with Nacy , June and Aini .

After that may go down CU find Jason .

Thats all . =)


P.S Everyone at Potong Pasir McD , You guys are missed!



Quote of the day

" Love is but the discovery of ourselves in others, and the delight in the recognition . "

Real fact

" Cats can hear ultrasound . "












Through all of the chaos that is our history; through all of the wrong and the discord; through all of the pain and the suffering; through all of our times, there is one thing that has nourished our souls, and elevated our species above its origins, and that is our courage .

G.L



Wednesday, November 14, 2007 0 comments

I went to school today . YEAH !! had just came back from my break . Now is Rajah lesson . I have not finish my project yet . Will be my last day at Potong Pasir later . Will miss there though . I am so going on my leave tomorrow . I can sleep . * Laughs *

I am feeling extremely lazy . =/



Tuesday, November 13, 2007 0 comments

I swear by McDonald's premium cup of long black . Just a regular size and it kept me awake from yesterday morning till now . Fuck . It's 8 pm now that I'm blogging . Tossing and turning in bed , couldn't get to sleep . Thanks to that damn coffee . I should buy it when I'm going for the Subaru WRX challenge . I found my Secret weapon to keep me awake =)

I am very , very tired .

Exhausted .




I don't think I could ever achieved that . BUT I will DO my BEST ! . * Laughs *



Quote of the day

" The tragedy of life is not that it ends so soon, but that we wait so long to begin it . "

Real fact

" Cows give more milk when they listen to music . "












Through all of the chaos that is our history; through all of the wrong and the discord; through all of the pain and the suffering; through all of our times, there is one thing that has nourished our souls, and elevated our species above its origins, and that is our courage .

G.L



Monday, November 12, 2007 0 comments

UPDATED!!!!


I am blogging in school again . * Laughs * . I am so tired , so tired . Doing my project now , without my team leader . I thought I could go home and have a nice sleep , but my dear teacher will never let me go . So I am therefore tired , bored and very , very sleepy . Working overnight at Potong Pasir again today . It's like testing my own endurance limit . If I can get pass all the way to Wednesday , I would kill myself for not joining the Subaru challenge . I could have walk away with a WRX in tow . I have been thinking of going out for a good workout . It's been awhile since I have been to a gym . I have fats to kill , and I am short of time here . I better get in shape fast . Why ? Later no girls want me how ? * Laughs * Sounds so Himbo here . Heck , I don't care .

Will update more when I'm home . =)

Ok , I'm home . I shall let you guys see what actually happen in school .

Firstly , We opened a gambling den .




A nice table for some quick wink




Gaming lounge







Now , who says ITE = It's The End ? Look at us training to be " God Of Gamblers " way before the Integrated Resort operates . This is what the " I " stands for , Intelligence .

Singapore government is encouraging people to go for the WCG ( World Cyber Games ) and bring glory to Singapore . We are doing what they told us to . We train to make ourselves better in tactics and in battlefield knowledge . The " T " comes in here , Tactics .

Sleeping is a way of keeping yourself less stressful and makes one alert in the long run . The big " E " stands for endurance .

Who say heaven is the best place to be ? The pharse " Heaven is a place on earth " fits perfectly into " ITE " lifestyle .

And , I'm proud to be in it , for now .




Quote of the day

" Middle age is when your age starts to show around your middle . "

Real fact

" Animals that lay eggs don't have belly buttons . "











Through all of the chaos that is our history; through all of the wrong and the discord; through all of the pain and the suffering; through all of our times, there is one thing that has nourished our souls, and elevated our species above its origins, and that is our courage .

G.L



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Firstly , a big " Thank you " to Sophia for helping me post , though quite an impractical posting . * Laughs * . I am back to blogging .

As posted , I went drinking yesterday with McDonald management . It's 4.30am now and I'm waking up at 6am later . Will be working today again . I need lots of money for my year end trip . Any kind soul wants to sponsor ? It's getting boring these few days , I am stuck at home with nothing much to do .

Oh , I miss basketball training again . $#%& !! .

Will update later in school if I'm free . ( When am I not free in school ? * laughs * )


By the way , get well soon Tiffy . =)

I miss you , Regina .

Stop maple-ing Sophia .

Exanne too , your leg .



Quote of the day

" Sometimes your nearness takes my breath away; and all the things I want to say can find no voice. Then, in silence, I can only hope my eyes will speak my heart . "

Real fact

" Sleeping and listening to recordings make you remember them faster . "











Through all of the chaos that is our history; through all of the wrong and the discord; through all of the pain and the suffering; through all of our times, there is one thing that has nourished our souls, and elevated our species above its origins, and that is our courage .

G.L



Sunday, November 11, 2007 1 comments

BOO BOO !!! XDD
LOL !!!

FYIFYI !!!!
im sophia uhs =xx not deh paiikia *AHEM*
he now drinking so ii here to update ._.
see see !! PAIKIA UHS :x

ii so good lahh =x
help him update ~~~
lalalalas :x

actually ii oso not sure wad to update abt uhs =.=
he tdy go drink ltr drunk =x
LOL .

ii tink he gonna kill me when he sees wad ii post x.x
nvm nvm =x
lols .
he dunno whr ii stay .
buahahaha !!

he work at mac to sell mayonise =x
heh heh :x

he is eh MANAGER !!!
pro rite ._.
*clap clap clap*

im here updating lame stuffs =.=
ii dun even noe wad to write .
TAGG HIM UHS !! XDD

tats all le ~~
BYEBYEEEEEE !



Friday, November 09, 2007 0 comments

My fifth day of working . Damn it , when can I have a break . Yesterday was a fuck-up great day at work . My business manager came back from leave , went to my store with my business consultant . Great !! I was fucked !! praise . How nice of them . And it was directly in front of my crew , how honoured I must have felt . They continue saying a load of rubbish things that are sensible . FUCK !! I am in such awe of them . They are not running the shift and just judging from their own point of view such experience personnel . I feel so ashamed proud yesterday .

Anyway , it's over , today is a brand new day =) Was cam-whoring while working yesterday . * Laughs * . It's a kind of relaxation after getting a earful from them .

It's taken in the manager office . Ta~da . It's only two though , not enough memory space in my hp .



Normal



Emo


Working at Potong Pasir McD today , attacthment . It's going to be another boring night . zzZzz .



Quote of the day

" He who never made a mistake never made a discovery . "

Real fact

" Fish cough "













Through all of the chaos that is our history; through all of the wrong and the discord; through all of the pain and the suffering; through all of our times, there is one thing that has nourished our souls, and elevated our species above its origins, and that is our courage .

G.L



Thursday, November 08, 2007 0 comments

Was working overnight at McD last night , It was BOORRRRIIINNNGGGGG !! Due to make over ( Remodel ) at my store ,there are fewer seating's . And fewer seating's means fewer customers can come in and eat . In a way it's good , cause I can sit there and do nothing = slacking . Asked Sophia to call me and chatted for awhile . Talk about her maple character . * Laughs * . No information about her character will be revealed . She will get angry again . * Laughs * . Oh , By the way , Sophia if you manage to find out how to do it , drop me a call yeah .

Will be working later again , till 1am . I wonder if I should self-declare for tomorrow lesson . * Pondering * .

Well then , got to go prepare . Till then .



Quote of the day

" The boundaries which divide life from death are at best shadowy and vague. Who shall say where one ends, and the other begins? "

Real fact

" A ball of glass will bounce higher then a ball of rubber . "













Through all of the chaos that is our history; through all of the wrong and the discord; through all of the pain and the suffering; through all of our times, there is one thing that has nourished our souls, and elevated our species above its origins, and that is our courage .

G.L



Wednesday, November 07, 2007 0 comments

UPDATED!!!!


I'm in school blogging again . Yeps , I have bought my PSPS ( Play Station Portable Slim ) . Went Orchard to buy it , exact location ; Lucky Plaza . I got myself a black colour version while Yen Kiat Bo Bian got himself a white as we both wanted black but that is the last piece . We are still arguing who should take the white colour version . Photos of the PSPS will be up soon , can't upload in school computer . Till then , I'm going for my well deserved lunch break . By the way , Tomorrow is a HOLIDAY!!! YEAH!!! I think I'm skipping afternoon session to prolong my holiday by 6 hours . * Laughs * Maybe , even friday I should self-declare . * Laughs * . I am clearing my leave . x)

The photo =)



I like this



And this ,



and this



Quote of the day

" Love distills desire upon the eyes, love brings bewitching grace into the heart . "

Real fact

" The first sport to be filmed is boxing in 1894 "











Through all of the chaos that is our history; through all of the wrong and the discord; through all of the pain and the suffering; through all of our times, there is one thing that has nourished our souls, and elevated our species above its origins, and that is our courage .

G.L



Monday, November 05, 2007 0 comments

Well, I received the letter from the Army Recruitment Centre to go down for interview . Looking through the list of items to bring , I found myself short of

1 ) All semester results from ITE .

2 ) NAFA test results . ( I never even went for sports and wellness ><" )

3 ) Letter of acceptance from ITE to prove that I'm studying .

Everything concerning ITE , I do not have it . And what's worst , I flung one of my modules last semester . Dead meat .

Anyway , I have been slacking at home , never went to school . It's a really nice day to curl myself up in bed . My ears are going to burst soon if Regina and the rest saw this . Hey , I'm been honest here =) . I should be forgiven . * Laughs *

Working later , am going off to have my dinner .



Quote of the day

" Where does the family start? It starts with a young man falling in love with a girl - no superior alternative has yet been found . "

Real fact

" The caspian sea is actually a lake . "









Through all of the chaos that is our history; through all of the wrong and the discord; through all of the pain and the suffering; through all of our times, there is one thing that has nourished our souls, and elevated our species above its origins, and that is our courage .

G.L



Sunday, November 04, 2007 0 comments

I'm bored !! I hope Pinky's OK . Am worried for her . I went for training today !! I am a good boy =)

I am so going to school tomorrow . I am a good boy , I must be a good boy .

Anyway , I'm working everyday starting from tomorrow . I need more money . My PSP is on the way ... Wahahahah . Oh yah , here is something interesting , take a look .


天涯何处无芳草 , 真爱总是很难找

找到未必能得到 , 得到未必能到老

逼近单身比较好 , 抽烟喝酒和吃药

跳舞摇头没烦恼 , 开开心心活到老


Here is the English translation . It is really a direct translation , don't blame me for translating badly .

Horizon where does not have the fragrant grass ( This , I really can't translate . * Laughs * ) , Real love is always difficult to find .

Even if you find it you might not have it , even if you have it it does not guarantee forever.

Single is still the best , Smoking drinking and taking drugs .

Dance( Estacsy )without any stress , live your life happy till you're old .






Quote of the day

" The great question... which I have not been able to answer... is, "What... does a woman want? " "

Real fact

" Over one million Earths can fit inside the Sun . "











Through all of the chaos that is our history; through all of the wrong and the discord; through all of the pain and the suffering; through all of our times, there is one thing that has nourished our souls, and elevated our species above its origins, and that is our courage .

G.L



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I hate my life and I'm sorry . Period .



Friday, November 02, 2007 0 comments

I'm sick . Sorry for the lack of updates . I'm taking my medicine and sleeping soon , again . Till I recover then .


Quote of the day

" Play the smiling game in your daily life. See how many people you can get to smile back at you. Keep score and tally the results at the end of each day . "

Real fact

" A rainbow can only be seen in the morning or late afternoon. "












Through all of the chaos that is our history; through all of the wrong and the discord; through all of the pain and the suffering; through all of our times, there is one thing that has nourished our souls, and elevated our species above its origins, and that is our courage .

G.L



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