To you,
I'm just someone useless,
Someone not worth mentioning.
In your eyes,
Whatever i do ,
never pleases you.
Excuses can be cough up ,
Lies are made ,
let fate decide ?
It's Suicidal .
And it's bullshit ,
For i trusted God one last time ,
And he gives me shit too.
For someone who cared ,
loved ,
Supports ,
And needs you ,
It's a major blow .
Maybe i should move on like he did ,
And care nothing about what's happening to you .
But i can't .
I wanted ,
Tried ,
To leave you like he did ,
But i can't .
You are just too precious to me ,
Unwilling to see you hurt ,
Willing to be there still .
Stupid ?
Maybe.
Some thing's , You just won't understand .
Maybe you will ,
Someday ,
When those who really care ,
Leaves ,
Vanished .
But then again ,
You might not even care .
I really hope that u cared ,
But ,
That's wishing thinking of my part .
I'm still clinging on to that slightest of hope ,
Even though there's none left .
Don't you know how much you meant to me ?
Maybe you do ,
But never gave a damn .
Or maybe you don't ,
And never bother to find out .
Whatever it is ,
Every decision you make/made ,
It's going to hurt me badly .
Never went to school just to chat with you online ,
That's how stupid i can be .
Maybe you will never know the reason ,
You will never feel the hurt .
Old thing's leave before the something new ever appear.
So why bother treasure ?
Then again ,
Maybe that's the way in life .
Defined "Forever" , and no one answers .
Why not put this pharse next time , " love you temporary " ?
As we can't defined " Forever "
All in all ,
I just want you to know ,
If your hurt ,
I will be there to heal your wounds ,
If your down ,
I will be there to try my best to cheer you up .
If you need someone ,
I'm just a phone call away .
You meant the world to me ,
While me to you ,
It's the other end .
I may not be the guy you care ,
Love ,
And treasure ,
But your the only girl ,
Who can make me do this three ,
And willing to be hurt .
