I'm back to blogging again after 3 days off . Nothing much happen , was working , working and working . Played basketball yesterday , before going off for dinner . Ended up working at St James after that . Tomorrow will be Si min 's Barbecue , and she demands me to be there . I gave her my word . But I'm tired , going work till 5 am today . Damn , i need more training time for my basketball . How am i going to dig the time ? Frustrating .
Who is Mei Nu in my blog test ?
Quote of the day
" The best way to prepare for life is to begin to live . "
Each night i taste , the purest of pain .
I am not a Devil , just a fallen Angel . LUCIFER that's my hidden name!
G.L
Was bored , so went and did some tests . Damn , so I really look like Stephen Chow .
Too bad , I'm not as rich as him . But what's with my looking like BOA ?!? I don't understand . I'm a guy , and I'm striaght !!
Oh well , it's ok . It was kinda fun anyway . =) Working tonight at McD . Hope it's not so busy . Can slack . Wahahaha !!!
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Yapz , so long did not blog le . Was busy working my socks off . So tired . But played Basketball with the rest of the gang yesterday . Royce kept his promise and came down before he head off to OCS . Guess it's going to be 9 months before I can play with him again . Ronnie came down too . And with some luck , Ronnie and Royce end up in the same team . So two nationals in the same team , out of four , you guys can guess the results . OK , yesterday was hell of a basketball match . All who played 4 vs 4 are people with outside team . So , yesterday is one of the best basketball match I ever played . But after not touching the ball for a week , I lost quite some touch . Thanks to Yuan Eh , His knee , can't play basketball . ZzZz . No lah , let him recover first then continue playing . Knee more important . Oh By the way , Hany , Happy Birthday !! You hit the big "2" already . I'm still at "1" . SO you are old !! Whahahaha !! Wish you luck on the mahjong's table , though i know you will lose to me if I played . Wahahaha !! But it's your birthday , so have to wish you some luck . Courtesy sake only . Alright , Like hany told me , " Lord I'm doing all i can , to be a better men . " I am , in process . Actually , I'm already good , just want to be better . Wahahaha !!
To blankie , you are not standing alone ok ? Remember that . Coconut head . ><
Quote of the day
" When the night is overcome , You may rise to find the sun . "
Each night i taste , the purest of pain .
I am not a Devil , just a fallen Angel . LUCIFER that's my hidden name!
G.L
In the mood of literature . One of the things i will do when i'm down . I hope you guys like it . Of course , it's going to be rather sad . Take your time to read .
I never felt this empty before ,
If I ever need someone to come along ,
Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong ?
I’m breathing in a faraway place ,
It seems like I’ve become transparent ,
And though I think I’m in the dark ,
I’ve only been blindfolded .
We are all rowing the boat of fate ,
The waves keep on coming and we can't escape .
Offering a prayer , I wait for a new day to come .
Until the morning stops glittering on the sea .
Nobody knows who I really am ,
Maybe they just don't give a damn .
But if I ever need someone to come along ,
I hope you would follow me, and keep me strong .
People’s hearts shift and change , wanting to slip out .
The moon still keeps bringing in the boat with each new phase .
And every time I see your face ,
The oceans heave up to my heart .
You make me wanna strain at the oars ,
And soon I can see the shore .
But when will I.... see the shore ?
I want you to know who I really am .
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you .
And if you ever need someone to come along ,
I will follow you , and keep you strong .
The ocean heaves at my heart but the journey continues on .
Well , so how is it ? It's meant for someone .
I want my oyster omelette!!!
Quote of the day
" Judge a person by their questions , rather then their answers . "
Each night i taste , the purest of pain .
I am not a Devil , just a fallen Angel . LUCIFER that's my hidden name!
G.L
Was emo yesterday after work . Went k-box and sing alone . All those emo songs , just makes myself worst . Somehow , deep down shes still the one for me . She don't know how much she meant to me . Yet , life still move on . And I'm moving , slowly .
Went home and sleep after that . Sorry for making you guys so worried about me . Before work , did not get to suntan . There was no sun . Damn . But those muscles building , did have effect on me though . Working at STJ today . Hope it's not so busy .
By the way , Happy Birthday to HY!!!
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There's tons of things i want to tell you but i can't . And i know about the other guy . You will never understand how i feel . You are enjoying your life now . Just stay happy .
Quote of the day
" All your future lies beneath you hat . "
Each night i taste , the purest of pain .
I am not a Devil , just a fallen Angel . LUCIFER that's my hidden name!
G.L
Going gyming today , after that suntan . Finally , it's time to build those muscles again . Damn tired , What's new anyway ? Working later , again .
Somehow i feel he is not as simple as you think he is . Maybe I'm wrong , and i hope and wished I'm wrong .
Quote of the day
" Let them see , Let them know , A real man , who lives as he was meant to live . "
Each night i taste , the purest of pain .
I am not a Devil , just a fallen Angel . LUCIFER that's my hidden name!
G.L
Going to work later . Damn tired . Went to Bendemeer Mac's Grand opening . Thought can run , already change clothes le . But was caught . So must stay and help loh . But lucky it's not in store . It's covering shift at Bendemeer , sort of helping their grand opening . Help till afternoon , reach home , bath and lay dead on bed . My god , slept like no tommorrow . Still tired . Damn . Took many pictures yesterday at bendemeer , With me ex-crew , crew leaders , and managers . Took one picture with the bosses also , and of course , Ronald Mcdonald . Soon , it will be for my store . Shit man . It's going to be chaos . Had a chat with Raymond Tan . He don't approve of my resignation . Will sit down and talk to me one day . Well , will be waiting for that day . I'm off to work . Miss me guys .
Quote of the day
" Millions saw the apple fall . But Newton is the person who asked why . "
Each night i taste , the purest of pain .
I am not a Devil , just a fallen Angel . LUCIFER that's my hidden name!
Gerald
Tired , tired . Damn tired .
Back to sleep .
Snozz.
Last post was just me being emo .
Ok , now , it's over .
If I'm making your life so difficult ,
Like what you told me ,
I just want to tell you ,
I'm still here if you need me .
That is , if you need me to be there , i will .
But knowing you , i doubt you will call me .
Anyway , this got to end some day .
There is so many things for me to do in life .
From now on , nothing is going to bring me down .
I swear upon my family name , my hidden name
Lucifer , not a Devil , just a fallen Angel .
I am going to live my life to the fullest .
I am not going to live my life one day and turn back ,
Regret is written all over .
Being a man , if i dare to take it up ,
I am also going to have the courage to put it down .
From now on , regret is the last thing i want to be associated with .
You have been loved .
I am not a Devil , just a fallen Angel . LUCIFER that's my hidden name!
Gerald
I'm losing my motivation to do anything now . Really . Shit ! Fuck ! Knn ! Ccb ! .
Argh!! Someone out there please save me , I'm falling from my destiny .
A helping hand , A guiding light .
I just want to fucking stand up again , Like a Phoenix rising from it's ashes .
Saying was always easy . Actions are hard .
Maybe one day i will realised , everything now was but a dream .
Maybe , I will find out , that I'm nothing but an actor playing on a stage call life .
Hold me now , don't bother if every minute it makes me weaker .
You can save me from the man that I've become .
Maybe one day , I will stand alone , facing the whole world myself .
Sadness is beautiful , loneliness that's tragical .
Please help me I can't win this war .
I figured out what to say to you , but sometimes the words they , they come out so wrong , always they do .
I’m awake but my world is half asleep .
Voices tell me I should carry on .
No , they tell me to carry on .
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone .
I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you .
But , Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met .
Maybe there will be a day , where i will choose to love u in silence .
Cause silence face no rejection .
Quote of the day
" A good friend bails you out from jail , but a true friend will be sitting beside u saying 'Man.. we fu*ked up! "
Each night i taste , the purest of pain .
Gerald
Finally back to working at St James . After so long , I'm a little lost on what to do . Went home about 5 am in the morning ,was damn tired . Great to be back with all my friends . They thought I have resigned . Have a very long nice chat with my supervisors . Guess they miss me too . Yeah , so life for me is still the same . Nothing ever changes . I miss going to gym and basketball . Just hope Yuan Jie legs recover soon . Then have company for this two event already . And not to mention , suntanning =)
Quote of the day
" You must be the change you wish to see in the world. "
Each night i taste , the purest of pain .
Gerald
Have not been blogging . Was sick . Argh ! Hate feeling sick . Was celebrating Yen Jie's birthday for the past few days , spend so much $$ . I was thinking how about Hong yi's birthday ? Must find piggy bank * searching* .
Woke up this morning , found myself on the floor . Damn . Bad dreams again . I keep getting it these days . When will i have a happy dream ? And my butt is still sore .
Yaun Jie's FTT is today , wish him luck .
Calista , cheer up . Although i know u will . You are always so optimistic .
Quote of the day
" If God lived on earth, people would break his windows, burn his house and anything humanly possible . "
Each night i taste , the purest of pain .
Gerald
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Sick , wasted and tired . Damn , I feel so useless now . Update when I'm fitter and healthy .
I know I miss her deeply in my heart , needs her and love her . Yet , why must i put up a facade ?
If time can be like an hour glass , i will keep those beautiful memories in the glass , and flipped it over and over again .
OK , next month I'm going for my Diving Certification Test . While , of course it's to attain my diver licence . Yuan jie , i think i need your help here . Part of the test is to tap water for 15 minutes . I think i will fail that . Helping me ? Help me lah . Then i pass le , you have a diver friend . =)
PADI ( Professional Association of Diving Instructors ) ALL THE WAY!!!! WOOOHOOO!!!!
Quote of the day
" A journey of a thousand mile begins with a single step . "
Each night i taste , the purest of pain .
Gerald
Went gym , and basketball afterwards . Took picture again , this time in gym's toilet . Improving everyday , Fitter and fitter . I " Zi lian " you guys got any problem ? Not happy don't see loh . lolx ! Ah yes , yesterday during steamboat i nearly chop off my finger . Was opening some clams with a chopper and smack , my finger bleeded . Lucky i was fast enough . If not , you know , Adious Amigo to my finger.
My bod . Not complete yet , in process . One more month is all i need . * huff and Puff , Huff and Puff *
Quote of the day
" To unpathed waters, undreamed shores. "
Each night i taste , the purest of pain .
Gerald
School today , no basketball or gym-ing . Went Cine-leisure met yi xuan . Pool-ed and met Ter , Hy and Regg for dinner . Went Marina South steamboat . Cam-whore . Now i know camera phone is so useful . lolx . Oh yah , Hy FELL INTO A DRAIN!! lolx . I must blog this out . My fingers very itchy . Lolx!!
Took some good information from Ah bin . It's good !!
If only maths was so easy ...
So true ...
This is funny ..
Difference between men and women shopping ..
Now , for the Picture of the day ..
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See the leg! The most important picture .
Quote of the day
" Life is either a daring adventure or nothing. "
Each night i taste , the purest of pain .
Gerald
Never go to St George today . Too tired . Sorry guys . Will try to make it another day . I hope . * Fingers Cross *
Apart from that , let me introduce some of my friends that have been with me through ups and downs , rain or shine . They are what you called " brothers " , though we are of different parentage .
Firstly , my brother for TEN YEARS!! Wen hao on the left , and me on the right. Though he seldom likes to interfere with my affairs , he will when he feels i have move out of line . Damn i hate him for shooting me when all i need is comfort from him . But it's OK .He wakes me up .
The next few , are people whom i have know not too long ago . But , we have forge a understanding beyond measure . More to come from them . Yes , they are there when i need someone to lean on , talk to . So far , I never heard a " no " from them .
Yuan Jie , thanks for being there , even when your leg isn't working properly . And most importantly , bringing me back to basketball and meeting those brothers of yours . Thank you .
Regina , You , I have nothing to say . You are just always there . I don't even have to open my mouth and you know what I'm thinking . Though i know you have your own problems , you try to be happy when your with us . Just a reminded , you can share your problems with us . Just open you mouth . Rock on girl .
Hong yi , you are kind of like the UN-sung hero of the group . You will just be there , no matter how tired you are . Always trying to cheer us up with your antics .
Helping out whenever you can . Salute you .
Terrance , Same as hong yi , always there . Somehow , you are just there . My newspaper supplier and fellow MUFC supporter . Remember , never emo alone , cause we are there .
Of course there are more , but i don't have the photos . Once i have them , i will post it up .
Today has been a fruitful day . Sun is shining so brightly , playing Basketball under it , feels like killing two birds with one stone . Like what MVP Qing Ren Gao Xing said " da lan qiu jiu xiang zi you zi zai de fei xiang. " I finally understand the meaning .Do you ?
Quote of the day
" Life is a tragedy for those who feel, and a comedy for those who think. "
I feel , I don't think . I follow my heart , not my mind .
Each night i taste , the purest of pain .
Gerald
I'm going back to St george bball court on sunday morning . Wish me luck . After so long , I'm finally going back .
OK , for once , i seriously hate clubbing . Gave up my VIP passes to MOS and Zouk . I want nothing to do with them anymore . I know , it's too late . But , at least i have done something . I truly understand how you feel last time . Now I'm feeling the " Fuck- up " emotions . I hate it . you know it . You still do it . So as again , served me right !
Gerald , seriously , you are a loser . Fucking look at your life . You fucking ruined everything you once had . You destroyed it with your hands . No , stop blaming . The fault lies with you yourself . You thought you are always right . You want to be the best , but in reality , can you ? You dream , but so what ? You never put any actions into it . You say what ? You are hurt and what ? Just shut up Gerald . You cause these upon yourself so fucking shut the hell up .
Quote of the day
" I'm scared to fall in love, scared to fall fast, because everytime i fall in love.....it never seems to last "
Each night i taste , The purest of pain .
Gerald
" What goes around comes around " huh ? I feel the pain , hurt and disappointment you felt last time . Guess it's my just reward . I deserved it . So in order not to feel it ever again , my new resolution for the year , starting from now .
- Never going to club again .
- No drinking
Though i give all this up long ago . Still , served me right . There's too many things for me to do , yet , too little time to complete . And , trust is but a forbidden word . Yet , i valued it , and I never ever lied . Still , I'm at the losing end . Why ?
Quote of the day
" How come wine and hard liquor doesn't come in cans, but beer does? "
Each night I taste , the purest of pain .
Gerald
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