I'm losing my motivation to do anything now . Really . Shit ! Fuck ! Knn ! Ccb ! .
Argh!! Someone out there please save me , I'm falling from my destiny .
A helping hand , A guiding light .
I just want to fucking stand up again , Like a Phoenix rising from it's ashes .
Saying was always easy . Actions are hard .
Maybe one day i will realised , everything now was but a dream .
Maybe , I will find out , that I'm nothing but an actor playing on a stage call life .
Hold me now , don't bother if every minute it makes me weaker .
You can save me from the man that I've become .
Maybe one day , I will stand alone , facing the whole world myself .
Sadness is beautiful , loneliness that's tragical .
Please help me I can't win this war .
I figured out what to say to you , but sometimes the words they , they come out so wrong , always they do .
I’m awake but my world is half asleep .
Voices tell me I should carry on .
No , they tell me to carry on .
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone .
I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you .
But , Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met .
Maybe there will be a day , where i will choose to love u in silence .
Cause silence face no rejection .
Quote of the day
" A good friend bails you out from jail , but a true friend will be sitting beside u saying 'Man.. we fu*ked up! "
Each night i taste , the purest of pain .
Gerald
