I think I came to a conclusion during my drinking session last night. Girls are really a species apart from us guys. We really can't understand them, and never will we ever understand them. All I understand about them is they either burn a hole in our pockets, or break the heart we have given to them.
Went drinking this past few days. Fuck, drinking away troubles is not the way out but what more can I do? I guess I'm going to surrender to destiny. I'm very tired of making my own destiny anymore. I can find no more courage to go on, this I confessed. Maybe I am being made a mockery by those idiots above, though humiliating, I am really tired of anymore opposition. If we are born to die, then why on earth are we born in the first place? It's such a crappy world, with crappy legislative system and equally crappy people.
I need a break to find myself again. This holidays came at the right time. Time to clear my brain. The true measure of a man is not how he lives, but how he dies. It's not what they do in life but what they did before dying. Looking back on it, my story is one full of failures.
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