Firstly, Happy New Year to all. I'm back blogging after taking a week of leave clearing. Thanks to Sophia, my blog is not really dead.
Secondly, I am much better now compared to a week ago. Thanks people, for your concern, I won't die so easily.
Thirdly, I'm blogging now because I can't sleep. It's three in the morning but my mind is running wild. Miliions of thoughts are travelling across it even as I type. My eyes are shutting, but I just can't go to sleep. I hate this kind of feeling. Anyway, let's get back to my life.
Alright, seriously I have nothing much to update. New Year is the same as every year, nothing much change. I have been gambling since the start of New Year's eve. I had no choice, I have a bunch of gambling friends. *Laughs*
Drink, drank, drunk too. Though drunk was never achieve yet, I mean totally drunk.
4 hours to the start of school, it's back to school again. Seriously, if I am mature enough 3 years back, I would not have been where I am now. But, if I was mature back then, I would not have known so many wonderful friends. =)
Lyrics to a song that you people should be familiar with.
All this time while you’re with me, I’ve been in the dark
Couldn’t think for the life of me, you would do me wrong
We had it all but you chose not to know, you always knew my heart was longed
Now we know I'm not who you want, I should let you go
I love you with you’re disguised
You’ve proven that love is blind
There are no answers I find to stop the tears from my eyes
Now everything looks black and white
You have taken away clear blue skies
Throw away, its time to go
I know my heart has always been, and will be there with you
All this time while I’m true to you, you turn and look away
There just wasn’t any signs that says, you’re just passing through
I close my eyes to forget about times
I can’t restrain you from your lies
The fear of ever losing you has finally come true
I love you with you’re disguised
You’ve proven that love is blind
There are no answers I find to stop the tears from my eyes
Now everything looks black and white
You have taken away clear blue skies
Throw away, its time to go I know my heart has always been, everyday with you
I loved you with you’re disguised
You’ve proven that love is blind
There are no answers I find to stop the tears from my eyes
Now everything looks black and white
You have taken away clear blue skies
Throw away, its time to go
I know my heart has always been, and will be there with you
I know my heart has always been, and will be there with you
I like the way it expresses love and lost. I am kind of sadist, am I?
| What Gerald Chew Wei Zhen Means |
 You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.
You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.
You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. |
Quote of the day
" Reject your sense of injury and the injury itself disappears. "
Real fact
" A drunk security man asked a colleague at the Moscow bank they were guarding to stab his bullet-proof vest to see if it would protected him against a knife attack. It didn't, and the 25-year-old guard died of a heart wound. "
I'm Lucifer, Prince of darkness, Fallen angel, bringer of light, Ruler of hell, Father of lies, Tempter of mankind, Prince of this world.
Behold the name, bow before it.
G.L
