Will a week of non-contacting make a difference?
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.You're the first and last thing on my mindMy buds, knowing them is a gift.
Hah, Good luck in Tekong Gerald. God speed and good luck to you
How should I start my post? I'm so tired from outfield that I rather spend my time at home, no no, because someone not free. lol. It's a combination of both I guess. Next week outfield all the way till saturday. Yeah, fucking shag, fucking 2 hours of sleep, or you call that, each day with two mission per day. Ok, no vulgarites., whatever. lol. I guess i'm losing my mind, help!!
Ok, I admit, I am losing my mind. lol. Lack of sleep = Gerald brain dead.
But in reality, you and I will never be.This song is for Ah huat, cheer up. =)
A twist of fate makes life worthwhile.
A shock inside me that words just can't describe, And there's no explaining
Pain is temporary. It may last a minute, or an hour, or a day, or a year, but eventually it will subside and somthing else will take its place. If I quit, however, it lasts forever. That surrender, even the smallest act of giving up stays with me. So when I feel like quitting, I ask myself, which would I rather live with? Facing up to that question, and finding a way to go on, is the real reward, better then anything else. I'm into pain. Why? Because it's self-revelatory, that's why. There is a point where a human encounters his real opponent and understands that it's himself. In my most painful moments, I am at my most curious, and I wonder each and every time how I will respond. Will I discover my innermost weakness, or will I seek out my innermost strength? Its and open-ended question whether or not I will be able to conquer it. You might say pain is my chosen way of exploring the human heart. I don't always go and be the best, sometimes just finishing whatever I face is the best I can do. But with each adversity, I feel I further define my capacity for living. That's why I don't follow the norm, even when I don't have to. I don't want to live forever, I'll die when I'm done living, but until then I intend to do what others thought was impossible.
Some pictures of last night outing
Duty is my maxim, I will be true to my responsibility. I will not shun the hardest work nor will I avoid the dullest task. I will display the selfsame energy to all task at hand.
We charge, we fight, we show our might.
We dare to kill, we'll break your will.
Your courage we take, your spirits we break.
We dare to dream and be the best.
We show you how, we beat the rest.
Right, Kenneth is complaining I am not updating or is it too short? Lol. Well, I'm in Commando Small Unit Leaders Course, CSLC for short, in case you guys need updating. Lol. Been very, very and I mean very busy this few weeks and many weeks after. Just got back from field training again, damn tiring. The field has become my second home, not my bunk in Pasir Ris camp. It taught me a lot, by being in the field, to appreciate the little comforts in life, the very basic which I often took for granted for. Never mind that for I have,I hope , grown accustomed to it already. Been so lack of time that I can't meet much of my friends, tired till I can sleep anywhere in any condition. The road to my red beret, is going to be tougher then I expected. After this month, Taiwan beckons. My course final test and final tactical evaluation on my field expertise. I heard people cried when they finally finished it. I wonder. The pride, honour and glory of being a full- fledged commando comes at a price.
Aggressively will I tackle all problems. I will not let my commanders and man down for they rely on me to discharge my duties.
" Don't let those that voted for you disappointed. They believed in you to lead them, to be their leader. That is why you are here. Don't let them down."
Quoted MWO Jeffery Wong SOTAC/BTW OC
Endurance is the hallmark of my leadership. I will placed my mission as paramount importance and I will not rest till I have completed my mission.
