I don't know what to type here , I'm feeling downright low now. I guess I just can't stop thinking about me failing the selection. Though before going I knew my chances ain't high but as it goes along, I found it bearable until that fateful day. My nemesis, it just fucked my life up. ARGH!!!! FUCK MAN!! Sometimes I ask myself why I'm doing all this shit and I look at the people around me and I found the reason why. I let them down.
DET 1, way to go. 6 more months to ORD.
All the way.
