Finally, I have walk through hell and survive. I must say it is the most tiring thing I have done in my entire life. My body is officially broken down. Trust me, those who never gone through it will never understand what I am talking about. When all else fails, Really, it's the mind that keeps you going and the thought of not letting the buddy next to you down. One word, Indescribable.
By the way, Watch "The Blind Side" Its an awesome movie. I want to watch it again.
The reason why everyone out there is enjoying their life.